Holy smokes. I now have a toddler in my hands guys. A full blown toddler boy who has learned how to say “no”, show when he’s upset, jump in every puddle he sees and runs pretty much everywhere…
BUT, at the same time, he’s shown me more affection, how to let things go, and be silly. He’s shown me this side of myself I knew I had but always kept aside. He’s shown me that not everything has to be perfect and that the imperfect is actually really perfect.
I only share so much on social media and outlets like my blog. These are tiny little slices of what happens in real life. There’s days that are super hard for us and then days that aren’t. I’ve struggled with the idea of growing our family but right now, I feel like my family is complete. My boys are my world (yes that’s including you hubby). This impromptu photoshoot we had with Whitney Heard just a few weekends ago confirmed this feeling for me. We spent nearly one and a half hours exploring and walking around acres of peach blossomed trees. For once in my life, I didn’t feel like we “had” to get the shot. It was a moment I just wanted to hold forever.
Every thing I’ve experienced so far are firsts. First words, first giggles, first time motherhood. I realize it’s a gift even though it’s tough. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do but the best thing to happen to me. A year and a half has already gone by and I’m still wondering when my baby turned into this fun and fearless toddler boy. There are many more firsts to come and I’m just glad I’ll get to share some of that with you!
A big thank you to Whitney who has captured and seen my journey through motherhood since Miles was 2 months old. Thank you for your precious photographs of us! We love you!
Photography || Whitney Heard
Outfits || Mama: Dress (similar), Hair Clip | Miles: Onesie
